The moment you become aware that life and its contrast take you on a divine journey, that everything happens for a reason and that you are the predominant cooperative component of the life you experience, you will then understand that you have co-creating powers which you will benefit from if you apply them in a constructive way. There is no reaching for outside sources to get something done and physically manifested in your world, you need to stop disempowering yourself by your false inherited beliefs and call upon the Infinite Source that resides within you.
Learn how to listen to the voice within that is guiding you and inspiring you to take actions which are of great service to your life purpose and whole existence.
Submitting to your inherited paradigm of thinking and putting limitations to yourself will only make you hopeless and powerless. Free yourself from the regulations that your mind or the minds of others say that you have to live by in order to survive. Your existence is not about survival, is about living your Soul’s purpose in any form that is to be, experiencing the joy of being a divine creation in this physical world and following your bliss and your highest calling.
You create your own world through the definition you compose about living, and your Free Will is key to your experienced reality; so, use it for your own rightness. Build yourself and the world around you by saying yes to things that excite you the most and simply let go with no attachment to what is not in service to your Well Being. Make the deliberate choice of being happy with compassion, be gentle with your physical form and honour the Invisible Force that is You.

The Golden Pillar of Who I Am- Houyam Lhilali